My Life Before: Memoir of a Lost Royal

[Frater0082]

What do mean other me?

[Bullet Magnet]

A couple of years ago, I started taking the train to work instead of driving.

Occasionally, on the journey home, I would chat to a lady on the train, Initially, I didn't know her name, ( I got the feeling that her name was Kath or Karen, it turned out to be the latter by the way ).

We would occasionally chat about our families, and work etc... then She started telling me things about her life,
and so I said to her that she should go and see a psychic.

She told me she knew of one, but this psychic was very busy, so I said "Well call her and make the appointment for whenever, there's no rush".

That night, she called the psychic, and as she expected, the psychic said she was booked up solid for the next 6 months, so the appointment was made.
10 minutes later, the psychic called her back and said, forget six months, I need to see you ASAP, and the appointment was brought forward by some considerable time.

Next time I saw this lady, I asked how the appointment went,

"Wonderful" she said, "I met 2 children in a photograph that I didn't even know I had, these were the children I thought I had lost".
She had miscarried twice around 16 years ago, when she was married to her first husband.

Also, her "dead" uncle had asked her why she didn't pick up the coins he kept leaving her, saying, "you never would take money off me, even when you were a child" ...


I haven't rode that train since, no need to I guess...

[Frater0082]

So guess you're saying I need help

[Aromagician]

I suppose I dont understand how Seti I can be involved with the Amarna as he came so much later?
How is that possible?

I agree with Bullet magnet about time not being linear. Unless perhaps you are seeing two time periods and interweaving them in error? Perhaps they are linked in some way, but not sure how they could be the same people?

[Bullet Magnet]

I agree with Aromagician, Armana would have been long gone by the time Seti 1 came along, that's for sure, although how long it took to deconstruct the place is anyone's guess.
It would not have been the sort of place that looked like any other in Ancient Egypt. I wonder if Frater has any information on that ??

In a non derogatory manner Frater, I would say that you need help Yes. read on...

I was telling you by example that these multiple You's exist, and it is a suggestion as to where these visions are coming from..
Life is never what it seem's, so you may have to take a more esoteric route to make sense of it all.
Hypnotists do past life regressions ( remember what I said about that ) but a psychic may also be of use.

Try some self hypnosis first of all, that's a technique that I use from time to time, it takes a few sessions for things to start happening,
for example, I listened to Glenn Harrold, he has 2 complete relaxation sessions of around half an hour each.
It takes a few times for things to start happening, and during these sessions, I have been on many journeys that Glenn did not narrate...

Regarding the mysteries of Egypt, we are about to come full circle on that score, we will see it for what it is and discover what was really going on back then.. there has been for 5000 years a vested interest in not allowing this knowledge to come to the masses...

Truth: Just like the wild snowdrops in my garden, when I realised I had left a plant pot over the winter on the spot where one grows and flowers each year,
I moved the plant pot 6 days ago, and there it was, still growing underneath the said plant pot, despite the relative massive weight and the absence of light..

[Frater0082]

I never said anything thing about Amarna being around during Seti I reign Armarna was already in ruins by his father's time Mery and I visited it ourselves i didnt get it either but its my belief that Horembed's reign was very short because never did I see him in my visions I was 19 years old when I returned back to Egypt which means

I was 1 in year 16 of Akhenaten
11 by the end of Tut's reign
15 by the end of Ay's reign
19 by the end of Horembed's reign I think he too reign for four years and a month not the long 14 reign.
My sisters were in thier mid thirties by this time except Setepenre. Either you all are right or the Egyptologists has the timining all wrong.

Explain linear to me because I don't get it. like I said I dont have these visions anymore ever since I wrote that book. Was It sound like to me you're saying I have slit personality or something. I had no control over theze things they would pot up mostly when I least expect them to and they would come strong too its not like I imagning this thing. Why would anyone what to imagine such sorrow and pain.

[Frater0082]

Please explain Linear to me

[Aromagician]

Linear means time goes only in one direction forward. Esoteric belief is that everything is happening silmultaneously within the space of creation. This space can be accessed through meditative states. Which would explain why some people can prophecy for the future etc. also explains why some can see the past. How could you see Nefertiti kill kiya if you were not born ?

[Aromagician]

Akhenatens reign ended 1355bc. SETI I started 1314 bc 41 years later. As far as I know I don't think kiya ever became a queen. Also she disappeared before Nefertiti didn't she? So that would make you even older. We're you male or female?

[Aromagician]

As to other me there is a theory by physicists that there are at least 11 other parallel universes or dimensions. So theoretically there could be another 10 of you existing in these realities.
Alternately if time is not linear but everything is happening at once seperated only by your limited splintered consciousness then there may be other parts of you experiencing other times and dimensions concurrently . By accessing them through meditation or other triggers such as trauma you may get glimpses of what they are experiencing.
Or their spirits might be linked with yours through a soul group consciousness. Which would allow you to see two differ time spans but would be thru eyes of 2 different people not 1.
Is possible to connect with more than one persons consciuosness. Which us what I believe prophets did and do. Maori Tohunga used to tune in or search for peoples wairua which is the spirit part which can be accessed

[Frater0082]

Now that u cleared that up for me, my memories did began from when i was a mere servant and lover to Seti and ended with my early childhood in Amarna. It was like i was showing some backwards movie which had to place pieces in order. You are right Bullet Magnet they were not Linear. Thanks for clearing th hat up Aromagician

And no u got all wrong, I said Nefertiti was killed by Kiya in self-defense. Nefertiti (whose is K V35 Younger Lady & Nebetah) was trying to kill Kiya out of her jealousy and rage. The wound on her face was created by a golden shar candle holdet.My mother smacked Nefertiti in the face with it to get Nefertiti from choking her to death. The stab on the side of her rib cage was were Nefertiti stabbed herself while being im poo acted by the candle holder. I was too there, believe I was about 1 1/2(still one 1yrs old) at this time born after or at the sametime as the death of Meketaten. She was truly the most beloved of them all I even reminded My father and Aunt of her and Ankh and Mery talked about her all the time they even told me how she died they claimed she ate some grapes and fell sick. Father had every grape tree burned at Amarna. The plague was probably a food borne illness.

Mek's side of the royal tomb was done after her death.

Again as a result of this my mother was disgraced all this happened in year 16.

[Frater0082]

Maybe u are right maybe I am looking at this in atotally wrong way :worry: :worry: I dont know what I was seeing then. I think I made a big mistake publishing this I'll a mockery all over again.

[Aromagician]

Nefertiti disappeared year 12. Unless she was the pharosh neferneruaten which many believe.
I believe Nefertiti was wounded by a sword . But think her facial injuries occurred after mummification. So she would be faceless on the afterlife perhaps? I think there was something about that in Joan Fletcher's book. Thought kiya was long gone by year 16

[Frater0082]

No just because there was no mention of her doesn't mean she was dead she just was sidelined remember Y12 is when Tut that was born so that was pretty big that y12 celebration was for him. Once a male heir is born the focus goes all on him so she was sidelined. She was definitely there.

I think either your right or Horembed's reign was shorter than it was led to believe by the time I returned back Ramses I was on the throne not Horembed. Like Ay he may have reigned for four years

I was definitely a male and please don't ask me how because I found out in the most embarrassing way. However it was hard to tell in the beginning the hips, the butt, the face, no breast. I was a looker. I was bold most of the time and wore no shirt but some white sash looking thing over my waste and jewelry

Before I knew about Akhenaten and his family I thought I was a hermaphrodite

[Frater0082]

All of these questions i've asked myself its kind of wierd seeing them again. Feel free to ask more

[Aromagician]

This article here about a new book explains the theory of consciousness rather well
http://www.spiritscienceandmetaphysics. ... h.ws6Y0d4b

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[Frater0082]

So im not a babbling pyscho

[Dusak]

That's the only problem with psychic's BM, they can see you coming. I particularly like the idea of another ten Dusak's.

[Zooropa]

Ive found this a fascinating read, really interesting.

Although im a fully paid up member of the "if you have no evidence im not interested" club i am curious of the following:


This may be due to my lack of knowledge on the subject but i cant remember reading anything about homosexuality in ancient Egypt.

Was your relationship common knowledge at the time?

Was it like an open secret?

What was the attitude to homosexuality at the time?

Was it acceptable for a Royal or anyone else to have a same sex relationship?

Ive read an awful lot about the lives of the royals from all periods and cant remember reading anything about homosexual relationships so i would be interested to hear what you have to say, especially reagrding the social attitude towards it at the time.

[Frater0082]

To me, it was definately in the open, but a secret from Tuya(she hated my guts and I think it had something to do with me being a Thumoside). Seti would take me out chariot riding and we even played together. I was even allowed to talk a foreign official at one point.

No one seemed to mind at all that we were dating and I think with Seti being the pharaoh he could have pulled anyone. Homosexuality wasn't even a term then until the days of the Roman Christians(I believe) it was a norm before then and that's how it should be now, that's just my opinion.

I helped Seti design many of his monuments and I sat right next to him on the throne where Tuya was supposed to have been. Seti showed me a secret chamber where, well let's just say a lot of secrets are held. Only the kings know where this is and I had the pleasure of seeing it. I was by Seti's side every step of the way, until Ramses II was born and that's what tore our relationship apart. "Back away from me Servant!" he told me in as I yelled out to him that day when Tuya road into the town with her newborn. (Ramses was born some where in upper Egypt). Those shattered my heart to pieces and reverted me back to hating Seti again

My sisters Ankh and Mery knew, as well as aunt Beke, but they did not approve of this especially after what the Rammesides done. They knew what was bound to happy after Ramses was born and I guess they let me learn from my mistakes.

I tend to think that I was like a co-regent of Seti I at least until his son was born. However, his dying command to his three children was to find me and this made me assume that he wanted me to be the next ruler of Egypt but i was already dead by his own demise.

Our relationship shouldn't ended the way it did because Seti was still clearly in love me. Seti even told me that he and Tuya were divorced to get me back with him. Of course, I didn't believe him, but he may have been telling the truth because after the birth of Ramses and Henutmire( the fourth child) she seemed to have vanished and Seti seemed to flown solo for a while. I wasn't going back to his arms because the way i was tossed to the curve.

I know there isn't any evidence to prove my claim, but I was the last known son of the Heretic Pharaoh, there wouldn't have been. Ramses I and Seti I didn't want anything else of my family being known, so therefore I was kind of was pushed in the shadows just like the rest of my family.

And Seti did fought in that Nubian Rebellion, I fought him myself. Again I think they altered this so nothing of me was known. As well as my sisters whom served in very high positions for the king. the 18th dynasty was still alive in this era and we practically ran things well my Sisters Ankh(Ankhesenamun) and Mery( Meritaten).

I find it ironic how Seti despised my family and ended up falling in love with one of us. My sisters and I were no jokes we were fairly decent looking, Akhenaten really had some very beautiful children, all 9 of us.

Meritaten, Meketaten, Ankhesenamun, Tenta'aten, Nefernferuaten-tasherit, Nefernferure, Tutankhamen, Setenpre, and me.