My Life Before: Memoir of a Lost Royal

[Dusak]

If you believe it, then it must be true. Never be disheartened by others opinions concerning your thoughts. No one believed my documentation of ''the haunting at the old Karnak hotel'' but it is as true as my Peruvian ancestry.

[Frater0082]

Thank u I believe it absolutely but I just want proof i'm waiting for the proof to pop up that's all.


Thank you so much for your post and thanks( to all of you) for keeping the Amarna topic alive because there is a lot that many Egyptologists need to look into and I hoping that they will someday.

[Frater0082]

I'm flattered to have share my story with you all and to be on this site better than the last one I was on

[Who2]

I'm a Dr. Mr Frater0082, you lay down and tell me all about it, I'll listen.
In Om Seti's case, she fell down stairs and hit her head when young.
When did your 'understandings start to surface ?….
Ps: that fruitcake David Ickes got quite a good site, 'Iv'e been thrown off three times…'plebeians all lizards the lot of them….
Pss: Wasn't that Paddington Bear Peruvian ?

[carrie]

Yes Dusaks Grandpa, in a previous life ofcourse. I knew him well.

[Aromagician]

Hi Frater
Dont worry, this is a good place to write your story as there are many people here that you can discuss the pros and cons for your experiences.

Stan is a mine of information. And 100 years apart is possibly too long. There is another option to reincarnation, and that is of course a Jungian theory of Universal consciousness. That everything exists in this space , and sometimes you can access the knowledge because it has some relevance or importance to you in your life at this time.

The problem with visions is that they can sometimes be a little messed up, the time difference perhaps- time lag. Interpretation can be off, so is often good to write down what you saw, then research to see what is true, what seems right off , and what could be possible.

Dont make any definate decisions, as history often changes as new facts are revealed. The book on Nefertiti by Joan Fletcher is very good research by the way.

Anyhow, as I was saying with visions, if you note what is correct and what isnt, then sometimes you can get more of a sense as you go on as to which visions are more accurate than others. If it is existing in consciousness, it could be a possible event, caused by others beliefs rather than an actual event. To be an accurate seer you need to write down, then see or research, usually there is a difference between false and real. Learning the difference is a process.

[Frater0082]

That's what I did and I placed in a book called My Life Before: Story of my past Life on Amazon, but it says Memoir of a lost Royal on the front cover I couldn't go back and changed that thing. My book is available on all the Amazon sites. Barnes N Noble( i think) because i had to fix the grammar, and Books-a- Million.


Okay my experience all started one day when i was coming home from school, it was my senior year in high school I might add. I was so tired after working the day earlier and from taking all those classes in one day. So as soon as I got home , i took out a blanket and went to sleep on the floor, but it wasn't easy trying to get some sleep. My siblings were walking all around me and my mother was playing music flying chicken. One of the songs that came on the MTV was Michael Jackson's 'remember the times" Man I was envisioning myself dancing to the song and everything then all of the sudden my mind just went zap and i went to another place and time. I could felt the wind blowing as I was taking back to this time almost as if I was being rushed through time or something. in this state of unconsciousness, I was revealed many events of my past life, Like how I fell in love with the Pharaoh Seti and how I died( i was severely wounded by a spear By Seti during a battle in Irem(where Egypt and Nubia meet). Seti had betrayed my heart when his son Ramses was born and I was casted aside thrown away like trash, it hurted me greatly up until recently.

When I awoke, i thought i was on the floor for a few seconds it turns out that i was on that floor for an hour. It surprised me and at first I think any of this was real so i just let it all in the back of my mind

Well, 2010 about two years after the first experience, I was in college and my History Teacher gave us a choice to right about something in the past. I chose Nefertiti because i just got through watching a segment on history channel on her. I almost didn't even want to right about her because it was so little to go on with her until one day I was watching the Nefertiti Resurrected documentary and as the where talking about AKhenaten I saw myself in that time as a child of Akhenaten that vision stuck hard in my head and again i denounced my visions as nonsense until one day i was standing on my porch just minding my business and wham! the memories of Seti and I came back up. I WAS LIKE " WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME!" and right then and there I realize it was time to put my memories into a book and I did.

More memories started to unfold when I least expect them to and they convinced me further that I and still a relative to The Thutmosid family. and get this

I KNEW NOTHING OF OHM SETY
I KNEW NOTHING ABOUT ANCIENT EGYPT
I KNEW NOTHING OF AKHENATEN OR HIS ENTIRE FAMILY
I KNEW VERY LITTLE OF KING TUT ONLY WHAT I SAW ON TV

But these memories shown me otherwise. I would really like for people to read about what happened to me in that lifetime because it wasn't all peaches and cream my sisters and I had a really hard time being servants of the early 19th dynasty kings(Ramses I, and Seti I)

Lastly, KV35 is definitely Nefertiti she got that wound at the face when she tried to kill my mother(Kiya). the damage to the face was caused by a golden sharp candle holder and the stab wounds were inflicted by herself when my mother was defending her self. Nefertiti tried to kill my mother in her sleep, choking her hard and trying to stab her with a small knife but in the end she failed. Nefertiti may also be Nebetah as well. Grieve stricken I think Queen Tiye died shortly after this. I believe I was a toddler when this all occured

KV21B is Queen Nebetnehat( a cousin to Tiye)
kv21A( I don't know)

anymore questions feel free to ask i'll be back in an hour i gots to get to class

[Frater0082]

and you right its sometimes hard to understand what a memory is trying to tell you

[Frater0082]

I want to say thanks to all of u for just listening to what I had to say Happy New year

[Dusak]

Never be afraid of voicing your thoughts or beliefs, but always be prepared to suffer criticism.

[Frater0082]

Yez Im understanding that now thank u

[Frater0082]

I think my sisters Ankh and Mery were debunked to female scribes because they did all the writings to inner and outer forces. Seti even appointed my sister Ankh to run the kingdom while he was away they were his most trusted servants. Setepenre was a messenger and who knew what Tenta'aten was she was hardly around.

A pretty nasty fall in my opinion but in a way they still sort of ruled with the Early Rammaside pharoahs. It makes sense to me to have them helping them out instead of killing them. But it was sad to see them watch the royals strip everything our great family made down to the dirt before thier eyes

[Bullet Magnet]

Just curious, but do you see these visions as clear images ? or do they happen in a dream state ?

[Frater0082]

They were all clear images and yes they do well it did for me thwhen I was 18 but years following they came as visions the early part of my past life mostly came in visions when I least expect them to or if im researching a topic on the Armarna Period. The visions were pacted with raw emotions old feelings came back to me and to even think about them now makes me very sad the worse of them all was

When Seti banished my mother from Egypt a second time but leavng me behind. It hurts more because my mother is still in my life and well u have to read my story

Seti impaling me in the left rib cage which I suffer from to this very day

Ankh coming to Mery's door crying in apology and abadoning her role as queen. W bbc.co at makes it so sad is that they haven't spoke or seen each other in years yet mery was able to open the door for her sister

The hanging and burning of Beketaten's body

Seti throwing me to the curve once Ramses was born. This hurt the most

I seeing my sisters Ankh and Mery watch the guards remove many of our relatives being removed off the official kings list.

Nefertiti getting herself killed. Felt very sorry for her and my mother they both lost out

Mery visiting Akhtaten and seeing it dismantled and my sister Ankh struggling to find love those were very disheartening memories that at time as I wish nevet came back

[Frater0082]

I still love Seti to this very day I've had the pleasure of meeting him in this life but its not the same. Last night I found myself sobbing I miss him. No ever came close to the love Seti and I had. You know after what happened between my rebellion and so forth Seti still had a heat for be I believed he died of as broken heart we never was aable to close that door we left open and I will never get a chance to tell him how u feel how sorry I am. I wish I could go back and fix what was done but that i dc a dream that will never come true.

[Bullet Magnet]

I dont know where this is coming from, but it's not past life. But it's coming from somewhere...
and to be honest, the number of "Cleopatra's" and "Nefertiti's" I have met in Egypt is astonishing,
but you do seem to have more "detail" than these batshit crazy women I have met...

Past life is not linear to your current time frame, Time is not linear,
( An argument I never could explain to Stan, despite me and a 13 year old girl trying to explain it to him, and looking at each other, wondering why we were not getting through )
You do not live Past Lives, you have simultaneous lives, or SPI 's as I like to call them.
(Simultaneous Parallel Incarnations) you create them as you create your movement through time.
The past life that you speak of would be a full time past life, lived in the now, not "flashes".
You really would think you are this person reborn with all memories intact. ( that sometimes happens )

If you have any anger towards anyone, in this life or the other life that you speak of, then you have to let that go, and truly forgive the person(s), then the karma has been released, on your side of things anyway.
I really sense a great deal of anger towards Seti-1, and this needs to be cleansed, and if you find the forgiveness in your heart, then this really may help clear the visions a bit.
Then, take Aromagician's advice, and document all of this, and keep going, as I assume these visions are still coming, you will know when you have the conclusion, then maybe re present this information.
Bring it here when it's complete and you have made more sense of it all.

Seti1 Temple is my favourite on the WB, maybe someone can explain that wet stone to me one day..

[Frater0082]

No my vision stopped as soon as i placed them in documented form which they are in a book waiting for you all to read. I want u to know clearly what happened dam n money the story is more important.

They are documented they are in as book called My Life Before: story of my past life by Terrell Frazier (online)

LoLl Karma is why im here. I made some mistakes in many of my past lives and most of them delt with love( I was so insecure back then) and now im getting my end of the stick. Im sitting were watching everyone that I came across in my journey be happy everyone whose heart I broke. Its a terrible feeling be loveless its like im nothing and it hurts.

I do not hate Seti, I miss him dearly. I miss having my sisters around me and I definitely miss my beautiful body which is buried within Nubia somewhere close to Irem where Nubia and Egypt meets. I was fairly attractive. You right there are some current things that cut me so deep Im. trying to heal the worse of it all is the gay bashing and abuse by so many haters. You can't get me to come outside or open up to people any more I couldn't even talk about this to people. I've seem to have forgot that forgiveness is healing. Perhaps this will learn this someday

Oh i know nothing of a wet stone at Abydos. I do knkw that one had to take his or her shoes off before entering it and when you go inside there would be a statue where u could place your candle bowl on at the center wall of the temple. Seti and everyone else lived nearbye I used to come there and pray to this statue.
One time Seti was watching me from the shadows as I prayed to one and only particular God. Seti was a sneaky fellow always wondering around possibly stalking me

At first I had no interest in the king because of what he and his father did to our families monuments and especially what they did to Beke and the banishment of my mother Kiya. Seti killed off my first love to even get to me he wanted me bad and eventually he did. I hated him for what he done but somehow Seti made me forget about it. Oh what a gorgeous looking man he was nice black muscles gorgeous smile mhh

I tend to think that I sort of co-ruled with Seti. As I sat in Tuya's place on the throne. I was by Seti's side even at the death of his father. I watched him mourn his lost and I watched him rose up to be the king he watogether we constucted buildings and monuments, we were one like king and queen. Like my mother I wato Nefertiti I was a rival to Mut-Tuya. She hated my guts and I hated hers surprisingly when Seti rose to pwer she was hardly around whi ch gave Seti all the opportunity to be with me. Seti showered me with the finest jewelry and clothing

For a young male I was quite beautiful I could have passed as a female. I had wide hips and shape like one and my face was very feminine too I believed I inherited this from my father. I know I don't have proof of my claims but why would there be I was the son of the heretic pharoah why would there be.

Oh Seti did fought in that Nubian Rebellion as did I.

[Frater0082]

I dont know where this is coming from, but it's not past life. But it's coming from somewhere...
and to be honest, the number of "Cleopatra's" and "Nefertiti's" I have met in Egypt is astonishing,
but you do seem to have more "detail" than these batshit crazy women I have met...

Past life is not linear to your current time frame, Time is not linear,
( An argument I never could explain to Stan, despite me and a 13 year old girl trying to explain it to him, and looking at each other, wondering why we were not getting through )
You do not live Past Lives, you have simultaneous lives, or SPI 's as I like to call them.
(Simultaneous Parallel Incarnations) you create them as you create your movement through time.
The past life that you speak of would be a full time past life, lived in the now, not "flashes".
You really would think you are this person reborn with all memories intact. ( that sometimes happens )

If you have any anger towards anyone, in this life or the other life that you speak of, then you have to let that go, and truly forgive the person(s), then the karma has been released, on your side of things anyway.

Thanks man I truly need to heal because im battered
I really sense a great deal of anger towards Seti-1, and this needs to be cleansed, and if you find the forgiveness in your heart, then this really may help clear the visions a bit.
Then, take Aromagician's advice, and document all of this, and keep going, as I assume these visions are still coming, you will know when you have the conclusion, then maybe re present this information.
Bring it here when it's complete and you have made more sense of it all.

Seti1 Temple is my favourite on the WB, maybe someone can explain that wet stone to me one day..

[Frater0082]

Thanks I meant to put down there I truly do need to release the anger and bitterness in my heart

[Bullet Magnet]

well Frater0082, All I could think of regarding the visions,
If you realise the possibilities of the other You's you create in "this" lifetime, then I may suggest, that probably one of your other parallel incarnations you may be in tune with, may have a fascination for Egypt, Armania and all of that era.. you may be on their wavelength on that score... Picking up information from them, in the form of a dream, played through your own eyes while conscious.. A series of vivid dreams during the day..

I think you'll find a certain shroud of mystery regarding Armania, things that don't add up, both immediately AND holistically.
Currently I hear Egyptolgy speak, with a twist, and a bad challenge of the commonly held beliefs regarding Pharonic or Kings time lines..